NEW MUSIC OBSESSION: SCANDAL

I was feeling so terrible a few days ago and since SCANDAL will be coming to the UK, I decided to listen to more of their music. 

Wow! So good! There are some songs that just lifted me out of my depression, I felt so much more confident and I was able to realise that I shouldn't dwell on the present, there's always the future. 

Anyway, SCANDAL really saved my ass that day. I feel so much better now and now I'm listening to them constantly...

The only problem with that is that now I want to go see them live and that is so much money omg no... ;w;

I'm so into Onegai Navigation, Runner's High, Graduation and Departure. Especially Onegai Navigation. That's the song that really lifted me out of my sad time(:

I have always been extremely inspired by SCANDAL though, because they are an all girls band and still make hard rock. I want to be like that. I want to be a guitarist like Mami, she's so cute yet she's freaking great at playing. (Also I love her hair *w*)

If you are thinking of listening to them, I recommend Shunkan Sentimental or Onegai Navigation.

Shunkan Sentimental was the 4th ending song for Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, it's such an awesome song and that was the first one I heard. 

Kinda want to go to that concert in London now grr...!

 This is Mami and her hair. GORGEOUS! <3

DO NOT READ brbcrying

Okay, so I am totally going to ramble on about shit right now so if you like good grammar and stories and blogs that make sense then don't read this lolol

Okay, so I just had a dream about someone who I am so in love with but the problem is that I can't love this person. I just can't for reasons and this is why I need to stop being an idiot and being in love with this person but I can't wtf omfg i hate this okay anyway. 

So, I shall now explode my feelings all over social media okay okay. For the purpose of this denfoenfnefe whatever the name of the person shall be known as brbcrying 

I had this dream that brbcrying and I were together and we were getting married or some shit. And everyone was celebrating our marriage. It was the best feeling ever omg no no it wasn't bad bad it was bad horrible i hated it okay so there was a huge celebration and we cuddled (>///<) and it was adorable. omg i love brbcrying so much ; ; 

The point of this is that I can't stop thinking about brbcrying and well crying cuz i can't have and i need i want 
this dream just made things so much worse. I want to marry brbcrying now but that won't happen and i don't want it to happen okay no i dont i dont but i do though ..

am i done yet? ugh yeah i think so. there was no point to this post no one should ever read it okay don't read this it is useless and im just expressing my feelings okay
if you happen to read this and you think that im talking about you then you are probably right okay brbcrying?

*brbcrying*

I'm in love!!! :3

I am so in love with Solf J. Kimblee (The Crimson Alchemist) from Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood~

He is just so perfect!! Ugh, so psychotic and crazy but that's what I love about him! His character is so well designed and his complex nature is so mesmerizing!! 

He just enjoys killing people, he takes great pleasure in bloodshed and he loves death and explosions. He's such a sociopath that he even said in his near death experience:

"Yes, death... It's closing in." 

"What could be more beautiful than doing work that puts your soul at risk, because that's what it means to be alive!"

I mean... Who freaking says that man?! That's so awesome, he's so freaking badass !! 

But it's not just his personality I love, it's his gorgeous character design.. I mean c'mon, he's so sexy with his completely white suit and his hat.. Ugh, what the hell! He's such a gentleman except... he's actually not XD

I also love his elegance and the way he does things, always taking off his hat to greet someone and bowing exquisitely..... EXCEPT HE'S A MANIAC PSYCHOPATHIC KILLER OMG XD

That's what's so freaking awesome about him, he's just such a great 'actor' and he's very intelligent too for someone who's been in prison for years ahaha.

Speaking of when he was in prison... He was so sexy with his hair out and that stubbly face! I loved his face there!! Ugh it was so freaking sexy :3

And I love how the whole time in prison, he probably just sits there looking at this stone xD

He's so obsessed with it, it's so adorable (:

LOL and when he gets out, he says the funniest things haha.

Guard: You must have some high connections to avoid the death sentence

Kimblee: Nope, no connections. I just deserve to go free.

And it's so hilarious the way he says it, like very over-confident and sarcastic. I love his voice so much <3 

Haha, I guess I'll conclude this post, but at the end he becomes the most sexy badass ever omg. That's when I really started to love him, it was because of what he does at the end. I'm not gonna spoil but it's just absolutely amazing in every possible way!!! 

Oh and one more thing, his laugh is the sexiest laugh ever and I can't stop replaying it from episode 1 !!!

Haha, you know what I was thinking? After watching the anime for the second time, I started laughing at the end because when all those people were holding Kimblee's Philosopher's Stone I kept thinking:

'That stone has been in Kimblee's stomach and mouth so many times and you guys probably never washed it' xD

I love how he regurgitates the stone, lol it's so awesome and sexy! >///<

Aww and there are a few times when he actually smiles, it is the most adorable thing in the world. Even though I know he is just doing it as deception, it's still so freaking cute!

 

Anyway, I'm done now. That was fun, sometimes it's fun talking about my obsessions online because no one in real life wants to hear xD

It feels really good to get out all that's been in my mind! (:

I love Kimblee soo much, he's a gorgeous character with a beautifully developed personality. I just wish he had more backstory but it's alright! 

Ugh Kimblee, you're so sexy man! Can I have you?! 

Now here's a question...

If I ever got the chance to meet Kimblee, do you think he would kill me? xDDDD

Baby, I wouldn't let you kill me! I would help you ( even though you said 'the Crimson Alchemist works alone'. I would learn Alchehestry to heal you! Would you keep me alive then?? xD )

                                                   I LOVE YOU SOLF J. KIMBLEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kyaaaa~

Started watching a new anime today and it's so cute, I love it omg ! 

Also, feeling a lot better today <:

That's a good thing right? Hehe, I can't wait to get to UK. It's going to be great! Maybe one day I can go to Finland and see my friends. I would love that <3

-Tashii

Feeling Depressed..

Ugh, so I've been feeling depressed about a certain person lately...

It kind of really sucks you know to really love someone so much that you can't get them out of your head :/

Sometimes I just want to forget, maybe that would make things less depressing but at the same time, the thought of forgetting that one person you care for the most is the worst possible thing.

As Misao said from Rurouni Kenshin:

"How is forgetting the person I care for the most in the entire world ever suppose to make me happy?!" 

I just loved that line so much, everything she says about Aoshi and how much she loves him is so relate-able to me. 

I've always been that same way, even though you know you may never have that one person you truly care about, there's no point in giving up because how could that possibly ever make you happy right?

And even though the guy is some crazy psycho to other people, to Misao he is the most beautiful, amazing, kind person she's ever known. She sees past the faults of the person she loves and knows the true him.

Ahahaha I can't believe I started rambling about Misao and Aoshi. I am so sorry if you don't know who those anime characters are. Ignore me. 

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say. I love someone and I can't get them out my head~

I was depressed but now that I think about it, it's okay because I love this person with all my heart and thinking about them all the time should be a privilege!

Sayonara~

-Tashii❤

MELT [LIVE DVD] THOUGHTS~

So, I watched MELT on 27th June 2013. It was absolutely brilliant in every possible way, I really have no words ( actually I do because I decided to talk about it but you get the point haha xP )
[P.S. I'm not reading this over so if I made any mistakes I'm sorry. I feel yucky reading my own stuff xD]

So, DIM has always been my favourite Live. Seriously, it's just great, from Aoi's sexy clothes to Ruki's cute glasses in Ruder but I have to say I am shocked to admit that I have a new fave... MELT!

The atmosphere, the songs, their amazing performance. I cannot get every moment out of my head; it really is absolute perfection. Kyaa, I just want to keep watching it over and over. I just love it so much.

The whole album DIVISION seemed like it was just meant to be amazing live, I couldn't believe how mesmerized I was from the beginning to the end. It was seriously on a whole other level of concerts and I'm filled with euphoria as I think about it now..

Omg, each and every song blew my mind away and Ruki's voice seriously have become so much stronger and lovelier than ever before. He's really working hard to perfect his voice and it's really working! Aoi and Uruha are as great as ever! Of course, Uruha, your solos are always beyond imagination, you are getting better and better everyday and it's so beautiful to see! Aoi, you're great, I do wish you had more solos in DIVISION but it's alright, that Yoin solo was enough to have me in tears. Seriously, I cried so hard at Yoin and wow at Kago no Sanagi! That was amazing the way Aoi switches between Acoustic and Rhythm Guitars, it was so perfect... And those blossoms omg ;u; I LOVED RIDE WITH THE ROCKERS. Reita and Kai are just such talented people,  It's different, yet still great, I was a little sad that it was so short but I guess things change~

SPEAKING OF THINGS CHANGING....
Aoi, my love, my sweetheart... You aren't wearing your earring? It hurt me.. I guess I'm just not used to change but every single time they've put out a new DVD, I've always been afraid of this day. The day when the earring comes off... To be honest, I wish he could have it on forever but that's very self-centered huh? He can do whatever he wants and he's growing up. I've got to face the facts I guess even though it makes me a little sad.. ^^"
I'll always love him unconditionally anyway so why should a stupid earring matter anyway right? (:

LETS TALK 'KISS' ;D
I literally died... Seriously, my OTP is Aoiha but there was something about that kiss that made it so incredibly adorable. Whether it be Aoi's smile or Ruki's, it was so cute. I nearly screamed with fangirlismness hahah.

STAGE EFFECTS
Mind = blown seriously... I normally don't like fancy lighting and stage effects but I could not believe my eyes when I saw it.. Those lasers were lovely, just the right amount of colour and extreme gorgeousness haha and WOW at the lights breaking! That was so spectacular, my jaw was hanging open in amazement. It was stunning. Right. Stunning is the perfect word to describe it. Absolutely brilliant.

OUTFITS
I loved it! I loved every bit of it!!
It's been awhile since I've seen Aoi's legs and I quite enjoyed the sight to be honest, and then he comes out with short sleeves! Seriously, I LOVE seeing his arms, he needs to show them more often! ;D
Uruha, you look perfect in anything, especially white. Done.
Ruki, the suits these days are just unff.. They SUIT you so well. (no pun intended... okay okay it was intended xD)
Reita, you always look good, I never have had any problems with your outfits!
Kai! I love it! Sooo much, so much! You looked great!

Okay okay, I think I'm done. Oh but BEST FRIENDS...
Just ;w; I seriously was crying omg.. I loved when they sang together.. It was so.. it was soo... beautiful *sniff* hehe.
Right when they announced BEST FRIENDS, I saw a girl and she was like 'OMFG fbefhwierufhiuwrhgfirubgireg' and going crazy haha, "My thoughts exactly"

Sony.. or whoever cut out the end of the Live.. Why must you do that?! Is it just for more money? Ugh, I heard about them giving short messages at the end and I really was looking forward to it but noooo... Why can't it be like the old lives ;u;

NLSG I miss you omg.. >:

ANYWAY! To wrap this up, I would like to conclude by saying that I WILL (well hopefully) be going to the next FINAL! I want to go so badly, I'm going to just work so hard to try to get there.. It's going to be tough, but I want to see them! I want to see them so much, I just want too and no one can stop me!

They are my everything, and I've got to cheer them on as they move forward in life, I've got to be there screaming at the top of my lungs and headbanging like crazy..
That would make me the happiest I've ever been and I'm looking forward to it more than anything~

If you reached this far, thank you so much! It means a lot to me that you actually read this ^^
Love you guys <3

-Tashii❤

Peanut Plush!

I love my Peanut plush! It's so cute right~?
Peanut is my favourite animal in Animal Crossing :D

Tutorial and Pattern coming soon maybe~

:)